Friends

Before, I thought friendship was sacred. I would do anything for a friend. I would be loyal, and honest. I would be nice and be as helpful as I can. But friendship right now feels like a bunch of bullshit. "Facebook friends... I have 3000 friends, but I probably only close to 2". I guess I am out of money. No silver nor gold. Its like every night I try to fish out a friend to talk to, but everyone is avoiding me. I guess its just me. I worry about them but if they ignore me I cannot do anything to help them. Maybe its better this way. To be alone